Yeah, tomorrow i`ll celebrate my first Halloween Party! I`m so happy, it will be grat Fun. My costume is a military dominatrix and my mother goes as a 20th Women
The Guys who make the Party are cool. They love Böhse Onkelz and Rammstein (We were on a Concert). It`s a little bit like the "Beinhart - Werner" Movies

My Dream come true. Ya know the damn great BBC Show "Walking with Dinosaurs"? There is a live show and I`ve two Tickets forme and my mother. I`ll wear my Dino Shirt and going to cry when i see the dinosaurs! I love them since i was 5 years old. I`m so fucking excited!

Fuck!
I can`t be bothered to do something! Nothing, i hate all! Damn fucking work, school, life. I wish i could be air. No more thinking, pain and other shit.
Why?
Yesterday, there was my Birthday Party. Such a good and funny day. But that was just ONE Day. Now, it´s all the same shit!

PS.
New RAMMSTEIN Album RULEZZZZ

A Women needs white bread. So she decide to go to the supermarket.

~~Ok, here`s the bread, but hey why not buy some alcohol? Ah and i need chips! oh, and the new "Landser" to read. Ok that`s it.
Tomorrow i wanna carry my rood, so i need a chain for it. Hm here`s nothing.~~

So she goes to the next market.

~~ Oh men, no chain again. But hey! Captain Harlock DVD for just 2€, aww and a Dinosaur figure. I don`t have a single Segnosaurus. I take it. What a sweet sugar bowl, it`s the last one, i take it,too! And loooook, Spongebob chocolate! I wanna it NOW! But ahh! No Chain.~~

So she went to the third market

~~ I wanna just looking, really! ( Looking = Dinosaurs stickers, 4 Slips and two Bras ) Oh nooo, no Chains,too T___T I must look at home. ~~

And yes, at home there was a good Chain

This is the women, which get out to buy some white bread! And came back with many more! That is the Phenomenon "Women"

(And just imagine! The Women is me )

At midnight
I awoke
and gazed up to heaven;
No star in the entire mass
did smile down at me
at midnight.

At midnight
I projected my thoughts
out past the dark barriers.
No thought of light
brought me comfort
at midnight.

At midnight
I paid close attention
to the beating of my heart;
One single pulse of agony
flared up
at midnight.

At midnight
I fought the battle,
o Mankind, of your suffering;
I could not decide it
with my strength
at midnight.

At midnight
I surrendered my strength
into your hands!
Lord! over death and life
You keep watch
at midnight!

Link to the german version:
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One of the beautiest songs i heard in the last time. Particularly the last phrases are great! The version from Bo Skovhus is one of the best i think. Sure Kathleen Ferrier is good,too but i like Mahlers compositions more with male actors

Hell yes!! I got it! I got Killzone 2 and it make me more than happy! I love it, i want it, i...i`ll move to Helghan!!! Yes, and make dirty things with the Helghast

Seriously, it`s a fantastic, epic game! You`ve a PS3?? Buy it!! Do it!! NOW!
War was never so cool!
The Intro is bombastic! After gaming my hands tremble with excitement! My head couldn`t handle all the audiovisual *lol*

I love Helghan
I love the Helghast
I love Killzone 2