So sorry you're feeling so down. Wish I could say or do something to help. I will be sending lots of good thoughts your way, sweetie.

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The pioneers of a warless world are the youth who refuse military service: Albert Einstein

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Thank you my Friend. My only way out of this is to work, work and work. Thinking about nothing...

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Wir Deutschen fürchten Gott, aber sonst nichts auf der Welt...
und die Gottesfurcht ist es schon, die uns den Frieden lieben und pflegen lässt...

Meh.... I don't like "Pussy." Cheap shot, just to shock people, and it's not even that shocking. Pornography is nothing new. Also I don't like it when Rammstein sings in English. Such was not meant to be from the great unashamedly German band.

I'm happy to hear you had a good birthday party. But, sorry to hear things have been so crappy ever since. Sei mutig, sei stark, mein wildes deutsches Raubtier.

Did I forget your freakin birthday again? OMG. *headdesk*

Yeah, I feel that way sometimes too. I'm so damn tired that it's impossible to do things, and I have a toddler to take care of, who seems to delight getting into trouble.

Sometimes I get so angry, I have to walk away.

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"You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain." - ~Pandaemonium

"Constant readiness and devotion to duty will enable us to achieve yet further successes." - Walter Oesau (1913-44)

WWII Historian =/= Nazi

Walk away...that sounds good. Sooner i always go on the cemetry or our woods. Beautiful peace and silence.
But now, there`s no time for this because of damn work and so.
The only thing that makes me happy are our cute Kittys. *sigh* They`re the only one who don`t decide about me.

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Wir Deutschen fürchten Gott, aber sonst nichts auf der Welt...
und die Gottesfurcht ist es schon, die uns den Frieden lieben und pflegen lässt...

I don`t like "Pussy",too. From the first moment. It`s the worst song from the Album i think. But "Roter Sand", "Liesel", "Haifisch" and "Frühling in Paris" are great. They are the songs which describe my feelings. Not from the text but from the sound.

Deutsches Raubtier - I like that
It`s hard, because somebody don`t notice that I´ve nobody who`s strong for me, so i`ve to be strong for myself. It`s okay or not?

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Wir Deutschen fürchten Gott, aber sonst nichts auf der Welt...
und die Gottesfurcht ist es schon, die uns den Frieden lieben und pflegen lässt...

Yeah, I usually head to the woods myself, or I go see my horse and we go for a long walk. He makes me really happy and relaxed.

I hope things start getting easier for you.

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"You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain." - ~Pandaemonium

"Constant readiness and devotion to duty will enable us to achieve yet further successes." - Walter Oesau (1913-44)

WWII Historian =/= Nazi

Haha... I am sure I have called you that before. I'm glad you approve.

I think we all need to be strong for ourselves. Not just because we can't rely on others to be strong for us (though it's true that we can't.) But even when they are, the good others do for us, however good their intentions, still isn't necessarily what's best for us.

I've been rather unhappy with what's going on with Rammstein ever since Reise Reise, but yes at least this new album does have some decent songs. As did Rosenrot, though I didn't buy that one and still don't know if I'll buy Liebe ist für Alle Da.